| scratch that |
[Apr. 24th, 2007|07:54 pm] |
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kunwari hindi nageexist yung post bago dito kasi ngayon ako ay
drumroll
woOot...
wait titimbang muna ako...
drumroll muna...
BRB
drumroll...
138 POUNDS!
woOot!!! sexy! bootylicious! woot grabe ang taba ko na...
sige yun lang. :D |
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| baching |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|12:18 pm] |
i'm still fat. bwahaha. i still weigh 124 pounds and my waistline is still at 30 to 31 i think. bwahaha. haven't changed a bit. :p |
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| christmas, it's fast approaching |
[Nov. 25th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
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| | my sisters'munching and crunching on chips | ] |
december 10, 2006, 15 days before christmas, 4 days before my sister's birthday, the day my father arrives from qatar.
he's been texting me the countdown of the day ever since last last week. countdown: 15 days from now.
can't blame him. i am also excited, it's been a year. at least there's one thing i can look forward to as christmas nears. but i've got other things in my mind.
one, i haven't quite written down my christmas list. i haven't got any ideas what to give to my loved ones this year.
two, my head hurts. i keep trying to convince myself not to think of adelfa as a mess although that's what i see. some of us aren't what we used to be anymore and i miss our old selves, our bond seemed better that way. good thing things seem to be turning out a little bit fine now since tricia decided not to talk to us. i just hope that despite the changes we've gone through, we can maintain our tight bonds and our unspoken vow of being friends forever.
well basically there's only two things wrong with me. i'm not ready to add in my academics, too scared.
well, anyway. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
wish list:
*adelfa christmas party and peace
*safe arrival of my father, probably earlier too
*good grades
*sorted out christmas list
*prom date?
*iPod
*iDog
*boy's shorts
*chucks
*world peace
*personal robot
*a whole box of sketchpads
*a new set of square oil pastels
*a new backpack
*a whole lot of 2b and 4b pencils
*drum lessons
*drum set
peace out :D |
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| weird |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|06:23 am] |
what's weird? well i find the colors of my blog weird. or even some of habits are weird, i think.
but does that mean i'm weird? i.don't.know.
maybe. ok fine, i'm bored.
i'm still congratulating myself for getting out of an IM conversation with a person i don't like. manyak kasi e. pero ewan ko nga lang ngayon.
what's weird with that? well, i always tell people that we should always give people another chance. just like chin ba. a lot of people don't like her but i don't see anything wrong in her yet that would make me want to run away from her or want to kill her. actually, i like her. she's one of the few people who makes me feel appreciated, she really tells me that she's lucky to have me as a friend.
makes me want to shrink.
and about that manyak. it's been two years and i still don't want to talk to him as much as possible, even if i don't know if he has change. for me it wouldn't matter, and for me that's weird. i still don't like him.
hmm...
i don't get the point of this post...
poor me.
doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.doesn't mean i'm weird. doesn't mean i need a therapy.
uh... i'm dead
sino si chris tiu? |
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| adelfa '08 the best |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|02:42 pm] |
i just read chan chan's blog and there was a post about how much she missed adelfa.
i miss adelfa too...
but i don't believe in what chan chan said in her entry, "i would never experience things, "the adelfa way", again...."
i really think that's not true.
i believe that adelfa is bonded and if we really wanted too, we can get together again to prove that nothing has changed and that the essence of being a woman is world peace. i thank you.
sige nga adelfa, ano masasabi niyo? comment naman diyan! haha joke.
sige, peace out :P~ |
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| bakit wala akong maisip?! |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|01:21 pm] |
weird.
yesterday i received a flu vaccine.
stupid doctor. i'm really scared of needles and the doctor knows that. he even told me, "i just gave a vaccine to a three month old baby and he didn't even cry. so if your cry... *insert stupid smug look here*"
well guess what, i nearly cried. grRr... i really wanted to shout then and there, "are your patients good enough to know that you're hair's a fake? it's kind of obvious you know, you bigwigged meanie!" and stick my tongue out at him.
grarl.
also before that, while we were riding the MRT, there was a small commotion between a father carrying his child an old woman (well she really was old and cranky). the woman was persistent on not letting the father ride on the first cart, the cart alloted only for senior citizens, women and children. while trying to ignore them, i was thinking of someday creating a documentary about the filipinos. something like filming what was going on in the mrt. about twenty minutes before, while we were still walking past mcdo, i saw a person carrying a mcdo takeout to, uh, his/her friend. he/she was even smiling as he/she walked to his/her friend. they happily ate together and no, they're not boyfriends and girlfriends. now that's something mcdo could use in their ads. that simple scene really showcased filipino, uh something chuvaness. i'm not in the mood to even think of these things.
ha. ayun so zim. bawal niyo po akong suntukin sa kaliwang braso dahil di ko hahayaang sikatan ka pa ng araw pag ginawa mo yun dahil diyan ako tinurukan ng flu vaccine at masakit pa rin. gets. |
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| not in blogging mode/mood |
[Aug. 27th, 2006|02:34 pm] |
well anyway, my sisters bought me a pair of abyssinian cavy for my birthday. they're like guinea pigs only with sort of curly hair. i named them pingpong and chokchok.
i'm sort of in a bad mood. why do grown ups think the way they do? so old-fashioned, or maybe not.
well it's like this. i was really planning to tell *asfhnijshagujib* that i have a crush on him but not like the usual i-dont-care-what-you-think-pero-crush-kita. i'm going to walk up to him and grab him by the shoulders and tell him, "alam mo ba, ever since first year... CRUSH NA KITA!" and with that i push him hard and run as fast as i can. bang!
hmm... well. grown ups think that's being cheap of me. they really think it's awkward for a girl to tell a guy that she likes him.
i really don't know. waAah tulong! |
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| blangko |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|09:45 pm] |
hmm... dorm acquaintance party last friday, not much to say but the lights and sounds can kill. i was deaf and blind for a night.
today we went to mall of asia. my sisters wanted to go ice skating, i wasn't in the mood. but it was still yey for me since i can go around and look for a gift for marianne and tricia. we went home at around 8 in the evening already and by that time my left knee was already killing me like it always did. hmm... stupid malfunctioning knee. i can't even do a left 45 kick with this rotten knee.
anyway, i'm really psyched up to attend PE class since it was said that we'll be doing volleyball this quarter. well if not that, basketball or table tennis.
ha! i don't know what else to say but i miss him. hmm well that's nothing new. but i'm really planning on pushing him off balance when i tell him i like him and run away as fast as i can. claps to may nanay for that idea.
anyway, i'm dead tired so goodnight. :p. i'll try to post again during com sci class. |
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| the mcdo bully |
[Aug. 15th, 2006|09:44 am] |
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| | com sci lab | ] |
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| |  oooh...did i do that? | ] |
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| | noisy classmates | ] |
hmm... i'm still thinking of our (claridge, jamie and me) evil plan against mcdo.
let me just share it here.
sunday 10:30 am
mcdo: thanks for calling 8-mcdo delivery how may i help you?
us: um.. padeliver po
mcdo:may i have your phone number ma'am,
us:
us: um... tanong po. pwede pa po bang magpadeliver ng breakfast? 10:30 pa lang po dito e.
mcdo: sorry. hindi na po pwede, hanggang 10:20 lang po e.
us: putik, e gusto namin ng breakfast e tapos nakalagay dito sa leaflet niyo hanggang 10:30. arRrgh! hmm...
*us evil grin
*ito imagination na lang namin to :p
us: o sige po, oorder na kami, dalawang mcspaghetti, dalawang burger mcdo at isang french fries.
mcdo: is that all ma'am?
us: opo, parecap po nung order.
mcdo: dalawa pong mcspaghetti, dala...
us: MCSPAGHETTI?! kelan pa nagkaroon ng mcspaghetti sa mcdo?! ha?
mcdo: uh ma'am...
us: saka hindi yan yung inorder ko! ang sabi ko, bucket meal at chao fan.
mcdo: ma'am wala po...
us: nakalimutan mo pa nga yata yung pearl coolers at yung jolly kiddie meal namin.
mcdo: wala pong ganon dito ma'am eh.
us: anong wala?! eh putik wala naman ata kayong pagkain diyan e. ni simpleng bucket meal wala kayo! wala rin kayong pearl coolers!
mcdo: ma'am mcdo po ito...
us: ay oonga no macdo nga pala. sige pa recap po uli nung orders.
mcdo: um dalawang mcspaghetti, dalawang burger mcdo, at isang french fries. is that all ma'am?
us: opo sige po.
mcdo: ma'am expect the delivery to arrive after 3o mins. thank you po ma'am.
us: ay wait! pacancel na lang po nung :p
*baba ng telepono
after one hour
us: hello? huy yung order namin bakit di pa rin dumadating?! putek, ang tagal na nun ah!
:p |
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| still hoping |
[Aug. 6th, 2006|04:22 pm] |
i don't know why i even hoped for this to happen...
well, i was really expecting we could use the weekend after perio for another adelfa outing. as usual, we have another ramayana practice during that weekend. it's always about ramayana!!! grarl. when i told "tay" that i wanted that weekend for adelfa's outing, he said he wasn't going anyway because he had no more money. it really seems like they don't miss adelfa that much anymore. truth is, we don't have to spend a lot just to get together :(. if we all get together and have a picnic or something, i'm afraid that they will get bored or something and i really don't want that to happen.
i'm also thinking of my birthday, the three of us, marianne, tricia and me, are celebrating our birthdays at the same week. marianne=august 20..dea=august 24..tricia=august 26. waAah, i want to throw a party the day after my birthday which is friday during UB but that week is ramayana week and friday first UB is also the sked for our remedials. i don't know how to keep people from being too busy to attend because of ramayana but as for remedial, i'm really trying to keep my math grade up so i wouldn't be required to go there anymore :P.
i really don't know how to get adelfa together again, maybe i'm the only who thinks about this so much that i really feel like hurting right now. :(
ang pag-ibig ko ay walang saysay |
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| looking for the magic |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|04:39 pm] |
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| | com sci lab | ] |
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| |  where is it?! | ] |
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| | Girlfriend by Kamikazee | ] |
last year school year, i wasn't able to write my goodbye letter to adelfa because of two reasons. one, i didn't wanna say goodbye to these people and second, i was too darn lazy again.
but just now, i found another reason. they didn't need a letter that would make them reminisce our moments shared with adelfa last year. they need it more now.
i know i'm not the only one who thinks about the magic, the magic that binds adelfa people together. that weird thingamajig of a force that was able to bind different kinds of people. don't worry, i like the magic. but now, i'm just wondering where it went.
i can't help but feel senti about chan chan and dan's birthday celebration. there were only 11 of us, dan wasn't even there. i'm sure they had good reasons but we never got in touch with the other adelfa people when we were deciding on this. we hardly knew if the others were coming or not. it was hard since we were back to square one where it seemed like we don't know each other that much.
i really miss the magic. the magic that was able to bring us together in the grandstand during our breaks. the same magic that brought the tech people to help the sci people with their projects and vice versa.
i'm still looking for that magic, but not in the com sci lab. maybe in my next post, the magic will be back. i don't know. i really don't know |
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| estiar! |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|10:54 am] |
grarl! that str is really getting on my nerves.
my first research brief was about mango as a treatment for lung cancer, but that was mainly built on the statement of this one book that said mango was good for chronic lung diseases. besides, if we were to do this research, how the fudge am i going to test it?!
my second attempt at success was developing a cigarette that wasn't harmful to the body and environment. it must not emit harmful gases but instead it must emit oxygen. i wanted to work on cigarette because it's original purpose was to provide heat for the body, which is actually a good thing. fujeh! i'm too lazy to even think about how i'm going to do it.
ha! so now i'm thinking of working with cures for either ulcer or indigestion. halata namang tinatamad na ako di ba?!
as of now, i don't see why i have to do this. when i grow up, i think i'll still be too lazy to do research. i'm more of a spontaneous person anyway, i work with what i have and i hate working with things i'm not interested in. grarl!!!
anywho, another reason why i'm grarling is YM. it won't log me on! waAah!!! i want my teddy!
as of now i'm trying to calm down because i have to finish my english essay. haha i'm watching a gay pageant! |
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| it's still you |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|03:36 pm] |
haha! i'm no longer in toxic mood.
after scientific analyzation of my hormones and noting down the results of the experimentation of the variations of emotions with the subjects or topics discussed or involved...
... i've learned it's still him i like.
there's still that kilig factor despite my attempts to "move on".
grRr, it just sucks that i let a lot of opportunities go to waste last year. I COULD'VE AT LEAST SPOKEN TO HIM but noOoh, i had to let what other people would think get in the way. i overreacted lots of times last year and not ever talking to him was one of its evil results!
ha! anywho. there's also this person, i really think this person is my last chance of ever getting close to him. of course, crushing on that person also poses as a problem. haha anyway. happy happy!
kay sarap ng may minamahal... wala nang iibigin pang iba |
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| a new set of colors |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|10:19 pm] |
waAah, bagong blog, ano kayang gagawin ko kay pistachioboy? ah ewan. basta ang alam ko gusto ko isa lang blog ko. sige enjoy na lang sa blog ko kahit wala namang maeenjoy. :D waAah, tulog na ako. sige po good night! |
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